masuk ari nih dh 3 hari iam no longer facebookers...... agak plek jugak.... sbb bila on9 dh terbiasa bkk fb.... so skg bila on9 trus blur tak tao nk bkk apa.... hahaha.... i just want to ask.... bila on9 korang selalu bkk apa??? selain fb n youtube n ofcourse blogs...... ????? ada?? or mmg tak de web site len... selain nk cari bahan utk assignment...
ok mai ak ceta what had happen to me dis week starting from monday
isnin - ak deactive my fb acc...sbb nya ak frust yg amat sngt... yea... sy mmg sedang kecewa tahap gaban..... punca nya adalah... fail subjek quality management ( yg diajar oleh lec kesayangan n dia ajar sngt2 faham) i have try my best to perform in that test.... FYI that that brings 10% of our carry marks.... n i got only 23... only 2 marks to pass that test.... the only reason that i fail that test is because i did not really understand the question.... bila nk bingcang.... "leh tuh ka jawapan dia" that sentence came out from my mouth...... it wat a stupid mistake n i can't take it.... so i cried juz a little.... then i think fb is the reason... because iam wasting most on my time on9 on facebook.
selasa- mr pujaan malaya pnya event.... so smlm tuh da wish dia gud luck... on phone sbb dh tak de fb nk wish on9..... then ada terjpa dia kat dpan dk12 tempat dia wat event.... rasa hepy giler..... but juz sempat say hi because nk cpat p jpa le'a n cik jijah.... then mlm tuh p umah asmah wat program book wit my anak2 buah..... as bkk fb dia guna lappy ak.... then smpat la stalk jap mr pujaan malaya pnya profile..... terkejot ak bila nmpak status dia..... lebih kurang cam nih la bunyi nya... ak dh tak brpa ingt..... 'selalu susah nk jpa... ari ni dpa jpa SI DIA dpt sembang even sekejap ja' then ada cam kata semangat utk diri dia sendiri...... on the spot hati ak hancus.... remok... because obviously SI DIA tuh not me.... sbb ak tak sembang pon gan dia.... juz say hi.... so ada bagusnya jugak ak deactive fb.... klu tak on9 je nmpak status yg pasal SI DIA lagi ak sedih..... n ada hikmah ak terdetik soh as bkk fb dia..... at least ak dh sedar yg ak nih dh tak de harapan.....
rabu- ak dpt semula assignment change management n i have to redo the work..... gud... bertambah keja ak.... ptang tuh kelamkabut wat persediaan utk event for the next day... which means ari kames..... siapkan montaj closing... p amek montaj opening kat okie... wat choc utk speaker.... setup dk12 (dk yg sma group mr pujaan malaya) mmg letih... dh la org plg awal n org plg last balek..... yes iam commited wit my work.... tdoq pon da pkoi brpa... ingt nk study... sbb ada test pd ari yg sma wat event.....
kames- sbb dh letih sngt... plan nk bangun pkoi 4 p bangun pkoi 5.3o am.... harits aka ketua projek nk pkoi 7 da kat dk..... so cepat2 bangun solat mandi ikat choc.... gerak p sna...... event sngt kelamkabut..... serius..... speaker mai lambat.... ada moment yg awkward.... emcee tak pandai nk main peranan.... cam tak clear flow event.... makanan mai lambat.... 15 nk sebelom time mkn... mak cik tuh tak mai lg..... mmg byak sngt yg serabut..... but alhamdulilah.... lepas minum pg dh start smooth.... but whatever it is tgu ja postmortem nati.... the worse is on the test.... mmg trok giler.... soalan suma direct question... tp tak bole jawap sbb mmg tak study.... geram ja bila tgk boy bkk toyol dia.... ~tp ak ada prinsip~ no toyol.... honest..... tnya org sebelah tak pa lagi..... mmg dlm hell tadi... eh hall tadi rasa cam nk nagis ..... nk termuntah.... suma ada.....
confrim ak fail..... nih lagi dasyat 15% from carry marks.... kena pulun la lepas nih.....
tadi dlm keta msa otw balek mmg tak tahan da.... mmg da nagis kat awa..... trimas awa... n uwais jugak.... bg kata+ve... yea uwais pon bg jugak... tp mak lang tak paham.....
weekend nih nk try rasa cam na weekend without fb..... mungkin ada byk masa terluang..... bole study or wat assingment redo tuh.....
pasal mr pujaan malaya lak..... actually..... ak mmg susah nk lupa once ak dh suka..... but ak still rasa sakit..... ~padan muka ak~ ok on next enty i will tell about this mr pujaan malaya ak nih.....
i hope the worse week end here.... it will not continue to ari jumaat.....
~YA ALLAH BANTU LAH HAMBA MU YG LEMAH INI..... BERILAH HAMBAMU INI KETENGAN HATI~ amin....
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