the story of mr pujaan malaya

assalamualaikum..... pagi tadi ak bangun tdo disebabkan ada coll msk.... dgn mls ak bkk mata then carik fon ak..... dh jpa fon.... terkebil2 mata tgk nma yg apper kat screen tuh..... biar betoi..... bkk mata besar lg..... eh betoi la..... ak mcm tak caya ja.....jeng...jeng.... teka la spa col ak pagi tadi..... hua...hua... is MR PUJAAN MALAYA.... apa hal dia col ak nih..... ak pon relex then jawab..... ~yea dengan sora yg bangun tdo ak tuh~ then ada la dlm 15 ke 20 minit bersembang...... it like a dream comes true..... even dia col bkn nya nk tnya pasai ak pon.... pasal praktikel.... but dlm ramai2 org he choose me..... CAN U BELIEVE IT..... (^_^) iam soooooo happy..... lpas letak fon.... we are texting..... lambat2 je dia reply.... ok la tuh.....

memandangkan previous entry ak dh ckp nk ceta pasal dia kan... ak start gan cam na ak bole kenal dia..... masa tuh intersesi... dia join claz kitaorg.... so kenal la..... clazmate kan.... weird ak selalunya tak kan suka pd clazmate but he the only exception......( ok iam start to like that song) masa tuh tak la minat giler.... just ska tgk dia sbb dia matured... that all tak de pon rasa nk approach..... then dia ada tlg bawak p tgk umah sewa.... msa tuh antara kitaorg sowang pon tak bawak keta lagi.... so masa tuh ada sembang2... rasa cam he is a nice guy la.....

naik next sem ak biasa2 je..... sbb susah nk jpa.... then masa tgh final ada chat kat fb.... then jpa kat exam hall ada tegor2.....

masa cuti sem nov-dis... di sini la bermulanya minat ak kat dia balek..... bila dia ckp dia nk tunang hati ak tertiba sakit giler.... then ak notice ak nih suka dia ka??? rupanya dia joking je... bkan dia tunang.... tp akak dia.... cheit..... masa cuti tuh mmg byk la berchat n bercoment2 gan dia..... it was fun... ak notice byk pasal dia.... he is so funny.... informative..... caring... +ve person.... dia bergurau kasar....tp at the same time pandai jaga hati ak..... tu la caranya cam na ak bole suka kat dia....... tp byk lagi pasal dia yg ak tak tao.....

he seem nice to everyone.... so ak rasa selain ak mungkin ada lagi org len yg ada hati kat dia.... so ak mula2 tak berharap sangt..... tp bila dia gurau pasal nk belanja ak makan laksa... even just kat cafe kat hostel.... ak hepy sngt2.... mcm dia bg +ve feedback.... siap ckap kat comment 'nati kita dating yea' hati ak dh berbunga2 dh time tuh..... then as n paris ( he is a guy with a women heart) bg suggestion soh bg choc.... so the night before nk p makan tuh... i have made the chco for him.... got help from as.....

masa makan tuh ok..... we have a nice hapy conversation.... not only me n him but wit 2 of his friend.... then he voluntarily send me home..... sebelom turun keta ak bg la choc tuh kat dia..... lama dia tenung choc tuh... ak da riso2 dh... tak suka ka??? then i ask him.... kenapa??? dia jawab 'tergamam' ~dia tak penah dpt choc kowt~ rasa cam hari y paling membahagiakan.....

ak tak tao la ak yg perasan or whatever.... tp since ari tuh.... ak notice post2 dia byk menjiwang2 sikit..... ak cam terperasan sendiri la..... dia nih post nih ada kaitan gan ak ka.... kadang2 nk bg diri sendiri hapy... ak anggap ja dia tujukan kat ak.... hehehe.... tp tu la org kata.... jangan hepy2 sngt... nati ngis..... on the day ak deactive fb ak notice status dia pasal SI DIA tuh......

so skg ak tak tao nk wat apa??? nk teruskan or lupakan.... mmg susah la if nk lupakan.... sbb ak nih jenis susah nk lupa.... once dh suka giler2 pnya.... mmg payah la.... if baru minat2 sikit2 ok lagi...... pendek kata ak nih jenis setia..... ak rasa down sngt msa tgk status tuh.... tp ari nih ok sikit sbb pg tadi dia yg col bangun tdo..... hehehe ~even malu jugak gan sora cam jantan tuh~

as pesan soh wat istikarah.... insyallah mlm nih nk wat.... moga ALLAH bg petunjuk..... n memudahkan ak.....